The ladies of Rosewood, Pa., have been through hell during the past four seasons of ABC Family’s Pretty Little Liars, but as you’ll see in TVLine’s exclusive behind-the-scenes video, no one has suffered more than Emily Fields.

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From the loss of her girlfriend Maya, to the difficult coming-out process, Emily’s seen her fair share of pain thus far. Even her current girlfriend tried to drown her in a freakin’ swimming pool, a moment we must all strive never to forget.

As we approach PLL‘s fifth season premiere (June 10, 8/7c), let’s briefly reflect on everything Ms. Fields had to survive to get her to this point — and what new troubles might be awaiting her this summer.

Hit PLAY on the video below, which features an intro and outro by Shay Mitchell, then drop a comment: What’s your favorite Emily moment, and what are you hoping for in Season 5?